Weak up at 6:58am.. waiting for zhee ping to fetch me until "fak mou" lo.. cox he say he go toliet until forget the time di.. (za dao lo) on the way to training, in front I saw a motor he wanted to cross the road, after he cross the road, so ngam another motor there, he don't know y langgar it.. The motor kena langgar head knock the lorry in front of him..at the motor he fetch a lady tim.. kelian, that boy langga the motor at 1st the boy fell down de,sit there cannot move..After that don't know liao, yer, I'm the 1 who is in front of the car and see the whole thing happen.. so scary..

Today we having a light training.. At 1st I wanna Tao kai during training de, who know ashley so good call my name.. Den soon keat see liao, he call me to kick (pai seh , pai seh) hehe, kick 3 round den continue tao kai di.. (smart leh?? ) .. Then sir giving us the new club T-shirt,yeah yeah tomorrow wearing that shirt for tournament..While soon keat start to prepare all the guard and weas, he take out the guard and count... After he finish counting those weas, he going to close the balai's door..he left the weas on the floor like a small bed.. I feel like a bed can jump on it.. But before I jump, I need to turn 360* then fall on the weas de(fall that time surely very yeng de).. when I start to turn, who's know I'm carring my blue bag behind, hard to turn, turn that time macam "pok kai".. aikzz, very "wai".. Yeng---> Wai  .. Ashley, pris and kenneth 3 of them laugh me paling teruk de..pai seh..yer,"yeng" suddenly turn to make people laugh..malu oOO..happy to see they all laugh b4 tournament..(maybe i'm the laugh mechine for them)  After training, don't know y my mind start to sing..everytime 1 day before tournament i'll sing until I fight de.. today keep singing..lonely..im mr lonely..until here stop di..don't know y like that de..hehe

After training, we yam cha at Abbas... suddenly, my hp start....beeb..beeb........beeb..beeb....I saw a message for a boy tell me that he like me...yer..he so nice and good boy.. how I dare to reject him? If really want me to reject surely will "shoot" that boy til hurt him de..Den ask some help from Pris,Thanks ya.. I know him from basketball court de, don't know how to know him di.. He seem like very kelian, cox always bully by his friend.. Then around 1:15, he send a messege tell me he not the 1 send this messege to me de, he tell me his friend like me for so long and just us his hp and make use of him.. za dao lo.. his friend  I also know him from basketball court de.. Whatever la, who say I also Don't care, cox both I also don't have that feel.. 

All this thing worn blocking me to forcus tomorrow de tournament.. Forcus my target.. this my last year to fight in close catergory..must finght for the Gold..if can la..hehe..Good luck to all my friend who going to fight tomorrow..

Anyway...Thanks for u guy's comment..

ming han- I say cannot tell u all liao..
owen- don't think too much lo..
mk-haha, write chinese don't know ar?? nvm lo..
pris- I appreciate u..
shook ying-Thanks for your support..

A question in my heart long time ago..it question me evertime when i saw him..the question is y i like him so much??I like him when i was form 2..i get to be jealous and sad when i in form 2..it really make me feel that i like a person..i know him when i was form 1..we play like mad everyday..our class just beside each other..everyday also can c each other..

when i in form2 i same class with him..(oh yeh) that year is my mose happy year during my study days..i and him almose everyday play and tell joke..slowly i get to feel that he is a very good guy..nice to chat and play..this year i like him just like that.. :) the same year i know a girl who same car with him..i and the girl can called BEST FRIEND..we always chat about some happy thing and love ones..1 day i ask her who she like, she tell me that is HIM..i hear it my heart feel like give it to another person like that ..i get very jealous about it..but we still are friend..just seldom sms..i always write letter to my BEST FRIEND..(is her lar) 1day the boy tell me that he see the letter that i write to the girl...inside got a bit about him's topic1...he tell me that the girl give it to him and c 1..not the boy 'rampas' it..that time i dun really wan to blif who ..so i just 'fan ming' with my best friend..she some time really make me sad and bad..that time i everyday cry at home..i think about 1week..i and my best friend become better..we still like best friend again..aiyo..form 2 really make me feel a bit "grow up"

When i in form 3..omg, we same class again( wahahaha) to happy..just starting was happy..when exam is coming, he keep take out his book and study coz that year was PMR..he make me see that he is a very hardworking boy..We seldom chat like last time.if got chat,out topic just about study..it just too boring to me..end of the year, PMR result came out..his result make every1 feel shock coz he get 5A's in PMR( best in our class )althought to litter for u all lar..but 5A's in my class really good..

When we were in form 4,i study in 2nd class..and he study in 1st class,i feel a bit sad.. coz i don't like to study in 'SAINS' class..i like 'SUB SAINS' more..i try many many time to change the class until my dad come to school..but school don't approve me to change..i almose cry in the class got 2day lo..study with the sad and crying face..that two day make me feel very down until i don't like to study..he study in 1st class..really good and happy for him lar..1 day i get HIS sms from him, he tell me that don't so sad about it..just study in the class that school wan us to study..after i received his sms..my sadness turn happy..his tell me that he busy study, so we just chat about 2 or 3 sms only..Now i feel that our "jarak" getting far and far..in school we also didnt talk at all..just like dunno each other like that..but when i see him that time i feel like wanna talk with him..but i dun dare..

we already didnt talk with each other but i just cant forget the happy thing that we pass by..i tell me friend that i don't like him..but i just don't dare to let it go....and y i like him??